Monday, September 28, 2009

Two Randoms - Too Random

Sometimes I wonder where we’ll end up

Give it some months, some years, just days

Will I love you with the same intensity?

Love you like our first date kiss,

Nothing more, nothing less

Let’s rest on the notes that play our favorite song

Listen along to the words we’ve only heard a thousand times

“It’s just you and I in this future room that’ll be our home

Open the door to new fortune and look forward to the future”

That’s where our hearts sing

They seem to be in unison

One in the same, yet opposites can attract

It’s a matter of the passion

The actions that speak louder than words

Probation

I’m waiting for my trial to come to file

It’s the time that has me waiting

Ticking away my days like I just watch everything go by

Where am I?

Waiting under the Bridge

Waiting for the rain to stop pouring

I’m tired of this reign that keeps on pouring

Change out of pockets to broke to keep one



(6/4/2009)

Sunday, September 20, 2009

3.15.08

Orange Juice

The taste of it is watery
Too watery I might as well have gotten water
And the crowd is slightly comical
While the wind plays with the window
The lights are dim and the fans
Fan away the heat
But I'm hotter than these fresh eggs
My mind is scrambled
My body is like bacon; stiff
Unable to speak
Unable to tell her
Sitting across the table
How beautiful she is
And how much I'd do for her
The sacrifices sufficient enough
To keep her content forever
But the smell of powdered sugar
Over french toast is too intoxicating
So, I just hide the compliments
With a mouthful of cowardly actions
And quench my thirst with
Orange Juice

Unsaid

Somehow you are intoxicating
Like I want you more than I need you
But it always feels so good
You stay on my mind like an itch
Mend my cuts like a stitch
You make me want to rhyme
In order to convince you
That you have me going crazy
And I don't want to admit
That I've fallen for you
I want to pretend like
You're just another lady in my mind
But girl you are my...my..my world
Yes its crazy that your eyes
Are the stars
Keep me in check with Orion's Belt
Your dimples
Are the caves we hide in
When we want to be alone
Your 'I love you's
Are the best words next to
'I do'
But will you ever know
You are the beat in this artist
The colors I hope to catch
After I taste the hues
Of this masterpiece
You are the ink
That flows in my veins
Waiting to be cut
To bleed my love onto paper
You are the beginning
Of the ending
You are the Village
I can always come home to
If only you'll let me
You are
The stripes on Zebra's
The protector from carnivores
You are the Pastor
To my sinful ears
With a voice full of God
You are my time
That talks to me when I tick
You are
What I'll accept if you decline
You are the Amazon
A beast to keep courage at a roar
You are a woman of wonder
No wonder you're amazing
You are mi amor
Y por eso te amo siempre

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

everday motown grooves

Sometimes the blues keep us cold in the city where summer is lucky to have a turn
We yearn for warmer days
Not only in temps but in rents
Because when the money is due there's few that can make the payments
But it takes patience to make it out of debt
Expect the check to hold the fam of five to a slice of turkey ham
So there's always beef to go around
Don't you know, a lack of food can become tragic in the hood
Should it get any worse it becomes a curse
Word, is born almost everyday
Since the only way out is through dictionaries
The vocabulary list is so short that even I'm tall compared to its readings
The feedings on the mind don't fulfill the hopeless
So they hope less
Cope stress with dope mess
And the crack breaks backs
Not only on mothers but our brothers
Who are fighting for a buck
Fresh out of luck so they bang
Until the only bells heard are from church steeples
But I see death reaper
So he's a keeper
Who keeps her away from her love
Because she was shot astray
A passer by, so she wasn't in the way
Night and day begin to look the same
But the change in the office can't stop this democracy
Because wherever you go you'll always find majority rules
Its cool when you aren't the one stuck between heat
A fire that burns even after shells land on hells ceiling
People stop kneeling because believing has lost its faith
Space no longer likes faces because its better to keep to your own land than lend a hand
But what happened to a village and child relationship
Did the whips become a new definiton for slavery
So the new machine only needs oil to spoil the minds stuck behind the line of mellow tunes and hello june
Its still spring so people hip hop their way to freedom
But the symptoms of stardom isn't always a dream
But if you wake up and smell the dew these words won't feel like a dream
That's why I keep it real
So no more seals on the potholes this city has
This pity was here
But I'm here to create life
Because she's pregnant with my seeds
So let them grow so that melodies won't stay as the ice cream trucks tune
And more like lullaby that'll rest you
But don't test dudes
Just test through
The song doesn't have to stop because the bless sings
So stop and listen to the motown grooves

left lonely

In a world full of people who want to be a sequel its hard being left alone
But I've realized that if I were to roam they'd follow
Trying to fill my hollow
Don't you know I'm hallow
My days can feel like tomorrows
Meaning that they're so amazing the changing of seasons wouldn't matter
My ashes could scatter and I'd still find laughter in the wind
Chimes would sing
And I'd just listen to God talk
So whether I want to walk alone I still have someone around
I've found that space and time just gives you more space to fill your time
Or more time to fill your space
Just replace your caring for my freedom
See them people over there
Now they need you
I plead you a case to erase my name out your mind
Not forever but until I level my attitude
I need gratitude
So to do so I need to know what I'm missing
But that means I need to go missing and don't come find me
I'm on a retreat towards self-understanding
So let me retreat into the woods
And I promise I won't tree to leave my problems behind, I mean below
But I just need to be left lonely
Blessed only, stress slowly
So I need a break to take my mind from my problems
I will solve them, that's not the issue
Its the mission of my destiny that has me lingering
Hindering me from moving forward
Now allow me to grow out of being a coward to courage
And let me breath in my personal space
I need my space not your face booked to my schedule
So stop following and twitter away
I'm trying to make a connection and you're on my landline
Please let me be
I'm trying to be free
I'll be back with change
I promise
Just give me a couple days and I'll be back to stay longer

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

logix on love

She said she was broken
So I was hoping to build her
You see I'm an architect major
No stages, I do monuments
So I figured she could become my temple
Where I could come relax my mentals
So no more temper
No more renters
Because I know she's done with selling her heart
No wonder I couldn't find her on amazon
So I continued my search on google but she wasn't there either
Guess it was because she couldn't be a G if she was in hotmail
Stuck between messengers
And she didn't know which one to believe
So she received all the yahoo they left in her space
Meaning her face booked an image for youtube
A U turn of views that was in the past
But to stay in her future she'd still twitter her now
But now when she thought she found her prince charming
He was charging her time to see him
Meaning, he thought he was rich enough to leave her behind so he could find better cheddar
I guess he didn't know the cheese she had was worth more than gold
Because when you smile sunshine is in my hands
And if I go horizon, I'm rising with the Gods
So that must mean I'm a pharaoh or an archangel
Because you makes me arch back and pretend I have wings
And I open them so the wind blows between my fingers
And that's what makes holding you so much better
Because you fill my void
And I'm trying to avoid the sights that bring spam
I'm trying to show you there's more than square maps
So let's travel the world and collect the materials that will help me build you up
But most importantly the views that are liked by those who follow us

money and power

Its amazing the cravings these teens have
Scenes half so there's no whole
They sho' aint the same as before
Hold the door open but they still hopin'
Scopin' for a better giveaway
They need to LIVE a day
Seed a ray of sunshine because the suntimes sometimes won't always have good news
Cool shoes to show off their jewels
Dose off in class because the mass just wants math without the problems
Cash that hauls them out of their hoods
Care goods, so they're fragile to drops
Unless their car hops
And then that's smooth
Choose the tint and wink
Think again, its all fun and games
But what happens when things change
Wings range, and they begin to lose focus
They travel with hope less
Closed stress
So they clothes chest
Cover their arms armed on hips
Because the chip on the shoulder couldn't hold her
So she becomes his baby
The lady he caresses every night before sleep
He keeps her by his side
So she's his ride or die
Because she either slides off the petal to settle a dispute
Or institutes the repute to include the answer to debate
It aint always the brave that make it
So its lake pits on the sidewalk
Where lies talk and that's when beef gets cooked
Because the concrete becomes too hot to cool with water
But then again that's just another drought in the growth of seeds
Because the weeds are so high no one knows how hi the tides are
And its a shame because no one cuts them slack
So they stay on the attack until they end with the trend
But this time they aren't reborn
They're mourned on shoulders
That now carry their burdens
This is not behind the curtains
Its right in front of your face
Now face the truth and let's help the youth

using skill for boredom and freedom

I'm logix, yet so complex
Check your check, its not a victory
Nike ain't sign rhymes for dimes
Meaning your box is left empty, no mark for his story
So History repeats itself
Look closely and you'll find wealth
I'm stealthy like belts
So I go hard like shells
Hell, might just be heaven for ya
So cordial, might confuse it for being nice
But the price paid can always lead to debt
So I'm back to checks
Respect the feds and they get money
Funny how the cycle continues
Mics flow venues
Lists like menu's
Diss like men do
Kiss right trends knew
So this aint new
The views are still the same
And the only thing constant in this world is change
Keep a range and you got pain
No need for lanes
No greed for change
Joes feed on the insane
Thinking they're not strange
Not different from servants
But they're curtains to positivity
All this animosity, call it hate
Wait, isn't that too strong a word
Or is love weak walking around this world
Boys and girls are lost to tv
No more meetings
Its all about seeds in, the right direction
Add some affection and you got a good tree
That won't leave when the seasons come and go
Its time to grow
Know more knowledge to understand
No more college to under stand the weak ones
Because all we need now is peak wons
So seek one and teach won so a lost won won't become a lost one
But I'm done with this session that mentions life in different stories
These are some of my worries
What are yours?