Yes, I do get my days when rays of sunshine sometimes stay hidden
So it seems forbidden, but I try to play hide and seek
Hoping it peaks through the clouds and shouts my name
Like,
"Gooooooood Moooorning Loooooooove"
And I love my good mornings because I'm never mourning
Just yawning and breathing in the freshness
And it's lessons that adds stress in the blessings
I'm resting, just expressing that at nights when the stars shine
And still I can't find lights in my cloudy nights
I just need something to make me smile
I'm living in a world where swords are everywhere
And I can never compare happiness because it happens less and less
Sometimes I just feel depressed
And I want a recess from this test that reflects on my strength
Because there times when I'm just weak and vulnerable
Unable to fight against the wind because it blows my defenses down
So we go for another round and I'm on the ground
Reminiscing about the times back when . . .
So, I remember my past like the clouds just cast a shadow
And my thoughts just scatter
But what matters the most is that I'm ALIVE
Because I go back to the attacks and the burdens as tracks
What I used to lack I now have and it's the little things that mean the most
Like a close friend who asked for words, and I was not most aware of what I could do
So I use my tools to write the wrongs because
"I'm just dwn and really needed 1 of ur poems 2 cheer me up"
So I decided to send poems thinking I own them
But as I write this I realize the kisses I lay on peoples hopes and dreams
Because they cope and seem to live a little more with my words
But what they don't know is that I appreciate them
Alleviate when I get the courage to erase the pens they're held in
So I'm giving my best to the rest of the world
As they are my fans who cool me down when I'm redder than peppers
And I'll remember when I'm as gray as the clouds
That I'm living for those who never knew
Never knew that you bring me sunshine, even if it's just a little
It's enough to make me smile
